Bad Mom Alert...Late Update!

My precious baby boy turned 7 months old on February 26th! I plan on backdating an entry to make up for missing it.  I know I've been rather "tardy" about my update, but let's face it... I've been busy and I've also been fighting a serious bought of the nasty hormonal depression (hd).  I am hoping that the worst is behind me, because if what I went through and put my husband through this weekend was not the worst then I may not make it.

When I was pregnant the first time with my son I was also a hormonal mess. I am not sure if it is because with IF we have to take hormones or if a natural pregnancy would have rendered the same results of hysteria.  It has been pretty dark, today however is better and yesterday was much better as well.  I am thinking that at this point I'm pulling out of it, perhaps it was a progesterone haze I was in.

I had even strongly curtailed my Twitter activity during that time and probably strained some relationships in the process.  However, it is hard to explain to my audience (mostly infertiles) that I am suffering from depression WHILE pregnant.  Pregnancy is coveted by those who struggle to achieve it and I did not feel it was fair to whine and complain about my depression when I have something many of my twitter followers would kill for, so instead I did nothing and said virtually nothing.